There is an atavistic desire for humiliation and pain in humans. That’s almost religious, spiritual and brings some sort of catharsis. What you need to answer yourself is do you crave it because you believe your Mistress is sadistic and that’s the way to please her or do you want because you crave it, be it because it as some sort of cleansing ritual, just like monks of old times self punished themselves to get rid of their pride, to lower themselves in the eyes of God. Do you believe you need that punishment because that somehow helps you excuse your life choices and decisions you make that may not always be in accordance with your ethics. Is it an alternative to the Catholic confession? Or is the pain just associated with sexual excitement. Perhaps your early experiences, your first excitement might have been
associated with a slap on your bum. You may not even remember this, it may be a subconscious association and craving. Whatever your reason may be you have to allow me to discover it. Are you truly masochist, is the pain a real
pleasure to your senses.
I want to explore it. The same goes for any other kink and fantasy you may have, for any other form of submission you need. I love exploring reasons behind desires for humiliation, powerlessness, servitude and pain.
Unless you understand yourself, your desires and your motives, or at least hope to understand yourself, and unless you let me examine and explore it, use it to go one layer deeper, to manipulate and control DO NOT COME TO ME!!!! I firmly believe that your submission should serve both you and me, I believe there should be a connection and I want my sub to grow through it. It does not matter if you are a true sub or alpha male playing one hour a week. You need to understand yourself and let me into your mind so that your existence will gain more meaning through our sessions.
Are you just looking for one off? A “Cheap” (would not be in literal sense anyway) thrill? Walk away. Off you go. Only because I charge you for my time does not give you any entitlement. I will meet you once because of my curiosity. To meet me second time you will have to make me curious. If I find you simple , empty or both one sessions is all you will get so just treasure this, won’t happen again. I interact with people I can build connections with and to deserve this you need to represent something with yourself. I want to know you are ready for a journey – not a walk around the block.
I want to understand you and get deep into your dirty and twisted mind. Don’t ask me what excites me or what is my favourite fantasy. This is. YOU./ Your mind. Your twisted thoughts and dark fantasies.
There is never any judgement on my side. One thing I hate is ignorance and shallowness. Your kinks will not revolt me, quite the opposite. I love meeting people who dwell deep into their minds and who are brave enough to search for ways to realise their fantasies and desires and through them understand themselves better, feel more fulfilled.
For some of you submissiveness may be the way of life. You may truly believe that you are born to serve an amazing female, the Goddess, someone you want to serve and whom you want to worship. You just need to find that right person. Your submissiveness is a gift that you should not waste, it’s something that, located well , will serve not only your Mistress but also you, help you grow and feel you found your true purpose in life. For you the feminine will have a sacred almost element to it.
For me most men are weak creatures ruled by their desires, easily manipulated and often using wrong parts of their body to “think” and make decisions for them. I use your desires to rule you, use My inner strength and Feminine power to control you. Do you crave to be in the power of a strong, feminine, beautiful and intelligent Femme Fatale? Are you ready for sacrifice, prepared to serve her loyally and always put her interest first? Then go to True Submissives section.
Are you a strong dominant man in your vanila life? Expected to always be a winner, decision maker. The one who rules the world. Does it weigh heavily on your shoulders? All that responsibility, all these demands and expectations how you should act and behave? Do you want to just relinquish it all, kneel in front of me, become nobody and nothing, be told what to do. Dominant in every other aspect of your life, you seek an escape. Today you can escape into my fantasy world with no responsibilities, no decision, where you can show your vulnerability. Not everyone can show it, not everyone can admit to it. You need a safe place and someone who will understand that deep need inside you, the need that makes you more real, more true to yourself. I invite you to Power exchange section.
Every aspect of domination I embrace I do for a different reason and I do it differently, depending who is it with. It’s never the same. You do not buy off the rack item here. All my sessions are individually tailored, my purpose is to find what fit you best, see you in it and make you my unique creation.
I enjoy bringing your dark side to life enabling you to feel liberated by your surrender.